Tell me what u want

U called when i didnt expect u to. You showed me that you care, when i thought you don't want to care. What can i say? I really want u back in my life. Yet, i am hesitant that you will suddenly push me away like you did before. Should i rely on you at all as a friend? Do you want me to trust you at all? Sometimes, like u said, it is better not to think too much into the actions and just enjoy the times. But at unexpected times like this, there is an urge to receprocrate this friendship. Yet, i feel like there is a need to resist this urge. This really suck.

Two yrs have passed

Time slips by so quietly, so swiftly by.

Yesterday, after putting powders on my face, I was struck by the reflection in the mirror.

I look like a lady – poised, proud and full of hopes.

No longer do I look like a child trying to look grown up.

I look just like a lady I have envisioned myself to become.

Bubbling with energy and visions, trying to carve a niche to excel.

….............

You came along. So warm, calm and assuring.

My dear, I have grown. Look at me.

We have grown together; also.

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emerged stronger, still enjoying our moments.

Relatonships, emotions.

A nice pic when my parents visited

timer went off while camera fell... *ophs

A nice bike trip (suppose to be an animal reserve park...)

WHERE ARE THE ANIMALS??!

The summer days continue...
Days in the lab..
Night frolicking...

Dont get burnt

Rules of friendship btween guys and girls

You share, laugh, cry
You simply have fun,
together.

The danger of this game
You do NOT cross the line
You do NOT start having feelings
You do NOT throw tantrums at the other cause that still hurts

Stupid platonic theory.
Bullshit.
*BAAAAAAAAAAAAAA*