FAT FAT FAT

As usual, the normal whims and whines that i am going fat again. But i just dont understand why i am STILL putting on weight. Afterall, i havnt been eating thattt much (i think). Maybe it is the beer. I should stop drinking. *_* Also, i ahve been faithfully playing some sports, whenever i am injury free. GEEZ. THis is definitely not my year. Shoulder dislocation, now wrist pain, TONS of bruises... bad wisdom teeth problems... *_* GOd, i am spending lots on physiotherapy. At least, my therapist is a dear.. btw, it is a SHE. *hrmp*

Maybe i should just drink my 'injury' problems away..

Lab days are good. Summer makes it harder to work. In fact, i am thinking of leaving now. BAD girl. it is just barely 3.30pm. I finished my work for the day..

*Yawn*

Sun after the storm

enough is enough. I am turning away from you. Lets just be acquaintances. It is safer, less hurtful and superficial. U will feel more comfortable, so will i. If we qurrell more, we will not even be friends. Soon.

Chill.


PS: angie, i am and sitll is in montreal. ALL is good. Thanks for your concern. I dont know why u guys are having problems reaching me. My phone is still hooked up...

Tell me what u want

U called when i didnt expect u to. You showed me that you care, when i thought you don't want to care. What can i say? I really want u back in my life. Yet, i am hesitant that you will suddenly push me away like you did before. Should i rely on you at all as a friend? Do you want me to trust you at all? Sometimes, like u said, it is better not to think too much into the actions and just enjoy the times. But at unexpected times like this, there is an urge to receprocrate this friendship. Yet, i feel like there is a need to resist this urge. This really suck.

Two yrs have passed

Time slips by so quietly, so swiftly by.

Yesterday, after putting powders on my face, I was struck by the reflection in the mirror.

I look like a lady – poised, proud and full of hopes.

No longer do I look like a child trying to look grown up.

I look just like a lady I have envisioned myself to become.

Bubbling with energy and visions, trying to carve a niche to excel.

….............

You came along. So warm, calm and assuring.

My dear, I have grown. Look at me.

We have grown together; also.

&

emerged stronger, still enjoying our moments.

Relatonships, emotions.

A nice pic when my parents visited

timer went off while camera fell... *ophs

A nice bike trip (suppose to be an animal reserve park...)

WHERE ARE THE ANIMALS??!

The summer days continue...
Days in the lab..
Night frolicking...

Dont get burnt

Rules of friendship btween guys and girls

You share, laugh, cry
You simply have fun,
together.

The danger of this game
You do NOT cross the line
You do NOT start having feelings
You do NOT throw tantrums at the other cause that still hurts

Stupid platonic theory.
Bullshit.
*BAAAAAAAAAAAAAA*

Ode to you

we know what that is... ^_^

You are missed.

Rafting Tomorrow

Hectic week has almost passed.
Finally, a short holiday coming up - Rafting

It will be my first.

*Excited*

ZzZzZzZzZ
Still in sleeping mode. I am in the lab. Next sampling time in 35 min

Waiting for my camping bag. Some wonderful friend is lending it to me.

Iman has been almost gone for a week. I should find out when he will be returning.... *silly gf*

This week practically ran pass me before i realised. HOW WEIRD. It has pretty nice memories thou. Busy in lab, french classes, making crepes, going dinners, tennis, Capoeira, squash (i got squashed literally... ).

Very fruitful rest in bed each day. *YAWN*

stupid canadian services

U wouldnt believe the Bureaucracy in Canada. Or maybe it is specific to MONTREAL. I finally arranged my papers to recieve a SIN number (social insurance number) so that i can start getting paid by my darling professor. After rushing out of my office, and hunting that place down. i had to queue for 1/2 hr plus, and when it was my turn, he compared my study permit expiry date (which can be easily renewed) vs my contract letter with the employer (of which i drafted the letter MYSELF) and said in that strong quebec accent: " sorry madam, i cannot process ur documents because the contract letter is written expected end of contract to be august 2007 while your study permit expires on july 2007. PLS give us a new letter and come back again. " GOD!!!! it is just one bloody month!

SO i have to retype the letter
waste another trip down
ARGH

Day 1

My lips are stuck

Prep talk

Intrusion

Showing off asian thingi

WHAM! zonked, soaked

drenched, flushed

pouted, poised

unleashed

^_^