Saturday, May 13, 2006

Je me souviens

I was down under
Struggling beneath surface
Fraught with conflict
Obscure is the future
Endless the path winds
...
There came a ray
Warm and caressing
No more lingering
Je me souviens
...
.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

SANITY


Families above gold
Friends follow close
Lovers leave their mark
U cant tell how

Time flies
Everything dies
Tell me why
We still stuggle so
Money, Mansion
Emotions, Passion
Research, Fashion
Maniac, Action

Facing 4 walls
Random thoughts
Contorted & wild
Human I am

Therefore I think.

Friday, May 05, 2006

Kiss goodbye

The world seems to be spinning out of control.
It time to leave
Take a step back
Search, explore & ponder
Listen to the silent whispers of your heart, they cannot lie
Heed her words
It’s the time for reflection

Title: Kiss good bye

Baby 不要再哭泣 这一幕多么熟悉

紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离

每一次想开口 但不如保持安静

给我一分钟专心 好好欣赏你的美


幸福搭配悲伤 痛是在我心交叉

挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量

付出的爱收不回 还欠你的我不能给

别把我心也带走 去跟随


每一次和你分开深深的被你打败

每一次放弃你的温柔痛苦难以释怀

每一次和你分开每一次 Kiss You Goodbye

爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白


幸福搭配悲伤 痛是在我心交叉

挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量

付出的爱收不回 但欠你的我不能给

我才明白爱最真实的滋味


每一次和你分开深深的被你打败

每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦难以释怀

每一次和你分开每一次 Kiss You Goodbye

爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白


The new eye candy (of course, not as cute as iman.. *_*)

For some reason, SOMEONE doesnt seem to appreciate my singing... *sniff. COME ON, my voice isnt that bad right..

Monday, May 01, 2006

random NY pics


Brooklyn bridge
a pretty bunch of tulips

reunited

still happy
a chaotic room

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

HAIR CHANGE

Was bored, so i got a new hair cut
Actually, i needed it. my hair was dying (split ends blah blah.)
BUT it was hard saying goodbye to my hair.... *sniff
caroline

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Did Jesus walk on water - or ice?

An interesting article, scientifically trying to explain the famous jesus walking on water phenomenon.


JESUS WALKING BBC LINK

Anyway,

With regards to the previous post, i shall refrain from getting into a religious vs scentific, philosophical debate. HOWEVER, i am putting forth my opinion - i would rather leave the choice of lifestyle to a personal choice. Dictations by society or by god is, to me, a way at which humans try to find the 'right path' in life. Enlightenment, salvation, nirvana, whichever u call it - they are all the same.

What's right and what's wrong in the eye's of the society changes overtime. What's right and what's wrong in the bible (catholic, jewish, christian bibles.. koran...any religious text) also depends on human's interpretation at that point of time in the particular society. These views evolve.

IN essence, i would prefer to be less harsh on what is defined as right or wrong when it comes to grey areas. I rather, let people discover and grow the way they feel most right and the most comfortable.

I am probably gona get blasted with questions such what if one feels right to kill others, blah blah. YES YES, arent these too extreme, black and white cases?

DONT get me wrong. I believe in GOD. Which religion is the more appropriate question. I rather believe that THIS GOD, has placed us on this earth, to discover the joy of living, the joy of being together, socialising, communicating, touching, holding, kissing and living with each other. ^_^

GOD must have given rules for us to live, to follow. I choose to think that his guidelines are meant to allow us to reach our fullest capabilities to LEARN AND to LOVE. We are definitely imperfect, thatz why we ignore his 'advices', have egos, wars, jealousy, awful feelings, that may induce us to do 'bad' things. Others get influenced and brainwashed and rewired to defining what is 'RIGHT'. ALL THESE make us human. We just face the consequences in the end, and we learn. Sometimes, some of us never learn the truth, in this lifetime. Sometimes, some of us die thinking we are right. Then again, how do we define the word 'RIGHT'? How do we define the word 'WRONG'?

HERE IS A DEFINITION OF SIN from wikipedia
"Sin has been a term most usually used in a religious context, and today describes any lack of conformity to the will of God; especially, any willful disregard for the norms revealed by God is a sin.

Why are we so quick to judge what is considered to be a SIN? WHY are we soo certain that our interpretations of religious texts are so correct? so rigid?

I am sure there are so many misinterpretations that we have made and is making GOD sad, seeing how some of us suffer because of a society's misinterpretation of his words. I am sure life was meant to be more simple, to follow your heart, your desires and your instincts.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

When is right?

Y are so many people against gays, lesbians, bisexuality, what have u.


it is a PERSONAL CHOICE. we should respect that. They are still like us.

Of course, if that guy is gay, i wouldnt be bothered to be attracted to him, like wise for a married guy.

So,.. whatz the deal? perhaps, the common conception is that gays r usually cute...=P

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

OVERSEAS

I am still, but a student, struggling get a degree. My future, my path, is like a long road, still covered by fog and mist. This path that i tread on, only reveals itself slowly, as i take steps one by one, forward.

With the global village concept, it is hard to be sure where i am going to be. It may be canada, US, europe, asia or even africa. What ever opportunities may bring. You can meet someone today, but you can never be for sure if this someone is yours to keep. Nothing is really forever. Everyone has his/her own destiny, own road. Somewhere down the road, it just may end, or diverge away...

Because like everyone, this someone is also likely to be searching for his path too. Nevertheless, it doesnt mean you should try. On the contrary, it is only right to enjoy the present - to its fullest.

Yes, we do have a certain amount of power to determine our next destination, but this cross road has yet to arrive. Meanwhile, when the 2 paths continue to intertwine, why not just walk that path together first?

Thoughts..

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

SPCA ALERT!!! *sob

I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT KIND OF IDIOT THE OWNER MUZ BE... POOOOR KITTIE CAT... *Sniff 4 u..