Winterz

Snow descended, covering Montreal with purest of its color. Its hard to pen feelings down. Watching these snow is both emotionally draining yet calming. Weird huh.

Its the time of the yr where resolutions are made.
New decisions to be explored.
As each year passes, new trials arise.
Suddenly,
Every single mountain, hill, pinnacle stares me down
taunting me.

Why am i so tempted to pivot n run
Tears pour so easily, from the inside, freezing my core.
Where is my courage, when i need it so badly
When did my confidence of steel disparate
Perhaps this wall of steel has always been hollow
a weak foundation, a false pretense, a joke.

I need it back. towering & reassuring.
I have to find it again.

I HATE WINTER.
An effective white prison cell.